Goodbyes are depressing. I had to deal with not one, but two in a row! One day after another . Wensu on Monday and Kevin on Tuesday. I demand a good compensation for this terrible heartache, life. It's not funny, seriously.

Since 2001. (:

Bye, bitch. I love you. Be safe and come back soon! *sayang*

AND THE VERY NEXT DAY................ DUN DUN DUN!

My favourite engineer's turn to leave ): I made the above card for him because I forgot to bring the one I bought. :D

Bye Kevin~ Good luck in your new job but don't forget me ok. :D

It was raining like a bitch yesterday. Suits my terrible mood. I failed in my mission. I cried a lot. Everything just adds up I guess. Dad's hospitalization.. These two farewells.. Added with PMS. Deadly emo combo. I hate this feeling. But I'll be ok. I'm awesome, remember?

Fetched hunny at work after that. He could have his dinner break with me for the first time ever so waiting wasn't as painful as previous times. (: And he looks hot in shorts. Yummers. *cair*
He never fails to make me smile. My happy pill ((: Much much love! I can count on him not to leave my side too. Double happiness.

I wonder how Wensu is doing there.. Friday's her birthday. Shall flood her with wishes with all communication device I have.

5 minutes update.

Weekend was spent in Johore, searching for engagement stuff. Lugging the stuff across the highway is no shit man. Still, I think it's gonna be a lovely one. (: It better be after so much effort, time and moolah involved. Hmph. Hunny, make sure your hantaran is nice also ok. :D

I have a my Nano to thank for eternity. She's very much my planner because I swear, I hate doing all those planning and shopping alone. ): She followed me to Johore, will be baking the cupcakes that you guys will be eating as berkat, she made me sit down and write my guest list, what I need to buy and all that jazz. Without her, I'll most prolly crack from the pressure. So thank you Nano. *muacks*

Monday evening was spent with yayi, nozie, anuari, mariri, azrie and abang nini. Hehehe~ We went karaoke-ing. It was awesome. Loved it when they danced to Bad Romance. And I sang a Justin Bieber song out loud. Lizah would be proud. Hahaha~

I have nothing against that little kid with immense talent. He's just too young to be singing about love. You ain't seen nothing yet, buddy.

Changed my tudung style to wearing a shawl. Good response so far. Wearing happier colours and injecting some style to my clothes too. WHY SHU? WHY? Because I feel like it. Because I need a boost to feel that I'm alive. I'm complicated like that.

I love my bf. A lot. I can't wait to introduce him as 'my fiance'. Emphasizing on the MY of course. Hehe.. Lately we quarrel about mundane things. Nothing that cannot be solved within the day itself. I enjoy making up with him. There's the urge to just squish him like a bug, or snuggle instead. Hahahaha.. :D Saaaaayang dia!

Done. Be good everyone.