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Nur Shuhadah If you look you will see that this world is a beautiful, accident, turbulent, succulent, opulent, permanent, no way. I wanna taste it! Don't wanna waste it away~ So knock me off my feet. Come on now give it to me baby. (: I'd rather be anything but ordinary. |
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Tuesday, April 27, 2010
Happy monthsary to you and me! I adore you to bits and pieces~ Thank you for loving me and always being there when life gives me lemons. Sayang sangat sangat!
Last time, I told myself I don't want to see my bf everyday. Takut muak. Hahaha.. Well, we see each other almost everyday, I'm loving it and still not sick of it..ever. :D
I love the familiarity.. I love the smell of his skin..the sight of him from far..the sound of his voice..the feel of his fingers in mine and the taste of his...err..hands when I salam him? Hehe..
Last time also, I told myself not to say I Love You everyday as it might lose it's meaning. How wrong was I?
We say it a lot in one day. Every night before sleeping, I'll say I love him. Though I know he'll reply me the very same "I love you too syg", I still glance at the message before falling asleep. Just for comfort.
Shouldn't we be proud to love? Proud to have FINALLY found a partner who loves you for who you are and to spend the rest of your life with?
When we're married, I don't want us to be those typical couples. Shy to hold hands, everything in the bedroom and whatnots. How boring!
I will kiss my husband when I want, wherever I want. Marraige is a the Halal-lation (if there're such a word) of physical contact and a lisence to romp like rabbits sia! (Virgins till marraige FTW~) Hahahaha..
But seriously, what is there to be ashamed about? I don't understand married couples sometimes. This includes my very own parents and many2 others belonging in that era.
Time bercinta, mana-mana nak romen. Kat Esplanade, dalam bas, dalam train, semua ah nak conquer.. Sheesh. Abeh dah kahwin, baru nak malu dengan anak. Sepak kang.
Now that you're legally husband and wide, all the more you should be intimate with your spouse right? Show your children how much you love each other! God.. Is that so hard? Pfft. Hell, I'll be comforted as a child if I see my parents being loving towards each other.
I promise that I will still hold Muhd Azrie's hands everywhere 10 years down the road and forever more. If not, slap me. (or we might be quarreling. Please check the next day before smacking me.) We will break the mould!
What a ramble. There, you have a taste of my crazy brain. BYE!
Last time, I told myself I don't want to see my bf everyday. Takut muak. Hahaha.. Well, we see each other almost everyday, I'm loving it and still not sick of it..ever. :D
I love the familiarity.. I love the smell of his skin..the sight of him from far..the sound of his voice..the feel of his fingers in mine and the taste of his...err..hands when I salam him? Hehe..
Last time also, I told myself not to say I Love You everyday as it might lose it's meaning. How wrong was I?
We say it a lot in one day. Every night before sleeping, I'll say I love him. Though I know he'll reply me the very same "I love you too syg", I still glance at the message before falling asleep. Just for comfort.
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Shouldn't we be proud to love? Proud to have FINALLY found a partner who loves you for who you are and to spend the rest of your life with?
When we're married, I don't want us to be those typical couples. Shy to hold hands, everything in the bedroom and whatnots. How boring!
I will kiss my husband when I want, wherever I want. Marraige is a the Halal-lation (if there're such a word) of physical contact and a lisence to romp like rabbits sia! (Virgins till marraige FTW~) Hahahaha..
But seriously, what is there to be ashamed about? I don't understand married couples sometimes. This includes my very own parents and many2 others belonging in that era.
Time bercinta, mana-mana nak romen. Kat Esplanade, dalam bas, dalam train, semua ah nak conquer.. Sheesh. Abeh dah kahwin, baru nak malu dengan anak. Sepak kang.
Now that you're legally husband and wide, all the more you should be intimate with your spouse right? Show your children how much you love each other! God.. Is that so hard? Pfft. Hell, I'll be comforted as a child if I see my parents being loving towards each other.
I promise that I will still hold Muhd Azrie's hands everywhere 10 years down the road and forever more. If not, slap me. (or we might be quarreling. Please check the next day before smacking me.) We will break the mould!
What a ramble. There, you have a taste of my crazy brain. BYE!
Wednesday, January 27, 2010
It's our 52th monthsary~ 
don't blame me for ugly pictures when you refuse to cooperate during camwhoring session ah :P
don't blame me for ugly pictures when you refuse to cooperate during camwhoring session ah :Ptime flies doesn't it? (:
i stayed at work till ard 9:15 last night and he decided to schedule a PT at 8pm so tt he can wait till i finish.
he starts work at 7am btw.
blessed, i am. :D
we had a little chat about some things that are going on with our friends..
and said that he don't think people don't see us as a happy couple.
REALLY MEH.
hahahaha..
do we really quarrel tt much in front of others?
*shy*
any friends wanna vouch for this?
Me: hunny, was i a monster to you last time?
Hunny: *thinks carefully how to answer this delicately put question :p* what do you want me to answer?
Me: this is where you're supposed to say, "No syg.. you're not.." eh.. but i was quite horrible to you ah..
Hunny: tahu pun.
Me: *big grin* so even with that you wanna marry me?
Hunny: *thinks carefully again, wishing he has a bar of chocolate to stuff my mouth with* hmm.. what do you think?
Me: of course you do! we're already getting engaged in May. *VERY pleased with myself*
Hunny: Ye ke?
Me: noooooooo..... gimme my ringgg! ):
so people, call me Elmo please.
I is cute monster. :D
love love love conversations with him ((:
quite obvious that i'm the chatterbox right?
i adore him to bits n pieces.
i just think that the problem is we're more of a loner couple..
we thrive in solitary environment, when we're by ourselves..dating each other..
w my besties it's easy.
he just lets me go by myself which i gladly will with no complains~
but we have quite a lot of mutual friends.
problem problem.
we'll work on that.
we're very different individuals.
and it takes real effort to make it work wokay.
even aft 4 years i'm actually still learning about him..
n i believe it's a continual effort.
how can you stop trying when it's something that you're committed to for a lifetime?
and it takes 2 hands to clap..
i can see that he is trying too (:
his patience is extended with me which is very much appreciated.
Will you marry me? :Dso, thank you syg for all the love you've given me.
for believing in us..
for never giving up on us..
for believing that I'm the one for you..
I love you Muhd Azrie, always and forever InsyaAllah (:
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