This week has been pretty rough as my previous posts might suggest. i made a major decision that affects our relationship a great deal and yes, i wrecked a minor war. we sorted it our though.

we're a normal couple after all. we do have our ups and downs.. thing is, we don't bring a quarrel to the next day and we always talk it out eventually. that's what i love about us. *sayang*

i'm sorry if i upset you greatly hunny..but i'm pretty sure it'll do us good.. you know i love you and i won't forsake what we've built over 4 years just like that. please think it over..

because of my shitty mood (excuses excuses), this shall be a summary of this whole week~

365 Days Project-Week 3 (05/02/2010-11/02/2010)

Woke up early for some replenishing of the religious knowledge @ Mawaddah. Usually it'll be so hard for me to go this as it's early in the morning. weekends are for me to catch up on sleep man. ): but i love going here with mummy and so i reluctantly get my lazy butt off the mattress.

oh, please remind me to show you what i sleep on. and compare it with my sister who sleeps on a bed and w a tilam twice the thickness of mine. aku dicucu-tirikan. blah.

ANYWAYS, after that it was...................

free loader of the day. don't be fooled by that face. she's triple the monster that i was in my teens. *rolls eyes*

Tuesday~ in the spirit of CNY, my ang moh boss gave us all a hong bao!

awesome possum. not a lot lah..dulu bapak aku kasi duit raya lagi byk ah.. but it's the thought that counts right? (:

Thursday~ whenever i feel like crap, i simply look out of the window from my office and look at the never-ending blue sea..

to be fair, all you see is containers..but look further than that~ there's he sky and the sea.. breath-taking and very beautiful view (:

The dreaded day for singles - Valentine's Day.

DUN DUN DUNNN!

even tho i'm attached, i still hate Valentine's Day with vengence. what's the big fat hairy deal of 14th Feb? shouldn't love be celebrated everyday? most over-rated shit EVER.

when i was in lower sec i was fat and gross. every v-day, the school will organize delivery of flowers and shit. my friends will all receive at least one while i have nothing. and they wonder why i have a disorder.. muahaha.. sec 1 and 2 was hard. slowly i got used to it. *shrugs*

then i broke up with my ex a day before Valentine's Day. holy sheep balls, it hurts like a mother. first break-up ok. everywhere i go, i see couple and yes, those DAMNED expensive flowers. the very same tt fools buy at a period when florists jack up the price just for V Day. oh, this ex added me at facebook a while back..and then deleted me. so why bother in the first place? siao ah.

so now you all know. i have my fair share of rejection, low self esteem, betrayal and negativity. but what doesn't kill you makes you stronger right? so singles on this Valentine's Day, be strong! Spend time with your family or just do something you love that you've always wanted to!

and Happy Chinese New Year to my cheena friends~ *roar*