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Sugar, spice and everything nice..NOT (:

Nur Shuhadah
If you look you will see that this world is a beautiful, accident, turbulent, succulent, opulent, permanent, no way. I wanna taste it! Don't wanna waste it away~ So knock me off my feet. Come on now give it to me baby. (:

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Thursday, January 14, 2010
iPhone's cable is refusing to work with me.
so postponed for another day.
plus i'm pissed off.
the next person who tells me,
"Kau.. $__(insert amount here for something that is not a need and i do not give a flying owl fuck about) pun tak boleh.. Teruk benar nak save untuk tunang punya pasal."
i will slap you in the effing face with sheep's balls.

*takes deep breath*
i know you don't mean to trample on my sanity...
but WTF.
where did your EQ go?
or are you simply born without it?

my pay is not that high fyi.
(i'm not bragging [riak] but i just want some understanding.)
i pay for the house utilities, which is set to rise further.
i give my bonda and grandparents money every month without fail.
i pay for my sister's tuition fees and whatever new appliance that exist in the house, i have a share in paying for it whether i utilize it or not.

everything reaches to around 1k..
how much is left for me to play around with?
and with the engagement just a few months away..
you don't walk in my shoes so don't even say things that makes me wanna shove it back down your throat with.

why are some humans so bloody ignorant.
all i ask for is for them to understand..or at least try to?
not discouraging me instead..
is that so hard to ask?
*sigh*

God, please give me the patience to deal with clueless and insensitive people.
give them the understanding that some people are not as lucky as them.
andandand God..if marraige is a good thing, why is it so hard..?
Ku bertawwakkal segalanya kepadaMu ya Allah..
Hamba hanya berusaha..namun ketentuan masih di tanganMu..
Permudahkanlah perjalan kami sehingga talian suci pernikahan terjalin..
Amin..

i feel tired..so so tired.. ):

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