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Nur Shuhadah If you look you will see that this world is a beautiful, accident, turbulent, succulent, opulent, permanent, no way. I wanna taste it! Don't wanna waste it away~ So knock me off my feet. Come on now give it to me baby. (: I'd rather be anything but ordinary. |
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Friday, September 04, 2009
Hello me!It's Friday again!
Am i happy?
Yes i am~
lol.. i really just look forward to sleeping in during e weekends in my cosy tilam and 4 pillows.. :D
don't underestimate tilams man.
they are super cozy sia.
eh.. i just realize tt i rarely slept on a bed all my life..for real. lol
woo. random :D
anyways..sleep is the number one item i miss during fasting month..followed by azrie of course. hehe..
last week i only met him twice.
once when he came over my place to iftar and another to send me home. :(
and no lovey-dovey. :((
ahh wells. i'm sure it's worth it since it's Ramadhan~
i still miss him a whole bunch. <3
as some would know, azrie has lymphoma. (dunno what, go check wiki. i'm lazy)
to me, what's most impt is that it's not fatal though i'm not sure which type of lymphoma it is..
but somehow, these things make me realize that my big, muscular love is a fragile human..just like anyone of us.
chemo starts on coming Friday..
i've read booklet that the hospital gave him on what to expect and i must say, it's not pretty.
i feel rather helpless..
the only thing i can do is give him all the support tt he need, nv leave his side and get him whatever he needs to battle e side effects of chemo..
this is going to be the toughest challenge for us yet but i'm pretty sure we can overcome this w lots of prayers and hope.
InsyaAllah..
Oh Tuhan ku cinta dia..
Berikanlah Azrie hidup..
Takkan ku sakiti dia..
Hukum aku bila terjadi..
Be strong love.
We can do this (: